Waiting for it, with expectation, one day could be one century.
Contrarily, without expectation, you'll be surprised when it comes
After all, it's above our controllability.
The conn is not on us.
Heart possess its own authority in dominating how the emotion goes,
brain is just limited to rationality matter.
Today, I receive the organ donor card.
Yes, finally it comes to my hand. WoWow~
The thought of 'it will never to be heard of again' ever appeared.
I even had emailed the association to inquire about the application status,
no actual response in reply.
Alright, just let it be...
The donor card texture is really a 'card',
I emphasise this due to my initial thinking that 'it should be similar to a plastic card' as credit card or debit card ,
out of my imagination the fact.
Another point to be stressed on is the instructions
of being how to peel open, turn over & over, punch here & there etc.
to complete the whole process of peeling it off from the paper card.
5 steps in total makes me giddy and woozy,
bilingual instruction, still in the fog -@,@-
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
《Hachiko 忠犬八公的故事》
我真的哭了， 不至于痛哭， 黯然泪流
这类型的戏 看多真伤身，尤对夯的人，像我
有种憋着憋着 情绪无法找到 适当出口宣泄 ， 只能做到 把伤感 细漏 释放
之所以看完后， 仍有种 无法释怀，感觉 身肩厚重情绪
喜欢狗狗的， 奉劝千万别看 《Hachiko 忠犬八公的故事》 -T,T- 泪奔
纵然是部温情催情催泪 电影，涵括感动 与 忠贞 情怀，
可却别忽略 这样的 戏码 所诠释出的 更多的是 伤感与 悲恸， 令我心 纠结抽搐。
看着 小八（狗狗名）痴痴等待，或许它感觉的 只是 一天天的等待，一天天的失望，
但看在我眼里， 我知道那是 一份永远等不到 回应的 等待，
这种感觉， 不夸张， 真让我 疯狂想了断生命， 让心不再跳动， 也就不用 再心痛。
狗狗， 让人怜悯， 让人痛惜，
当与人类之间的 羁绊越深， 越请做好心理准备与建设，任何一方 失去另一方的那天
总会瞬间来临。 这也就是 我们可能要面对的 终身遗憾
令人窒息， 不让我喘息
以下摘自部分网友's 观后感：
教授的妻子多年后回到家乡，看到八公依旧在那里等待，全家人都流泪了
一份等待 一份感动
对于它们来说 在你抱起它的那一刻起你就成了它的全部
即使它们的一生只有一个十年 它们也会选着用一生的时间换取人类所谓的忠诚
十个寒暑的等待，十个春秋的期盼，十份情意的宣泄，十分内心的感动，十种情感的交织......
当最后一班火车进站，八公依然蹒跚的穿过飘着雪的铁轨，爬上那个蹲守了十年的地方，
然后渐渐闭上了眼睛，梦里出现的幻觉，它看到主人终于回来了大声的叫着它的名字。
梦里，才能找到那份宁静的幸福……
what else can I feel?
By looking thru your expression,
my heart is tangled and galvanic.
Could you please stop it?
Your seely eyes makes me afflictive!
Or instead,
let me hug you as tight as I can
till you feel my warmth specially for you.
Love you always, Hachi~
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Case Study: Ritchie's FB
4 December, Ritchie's birthday.
He's my college friend.
'Happy Birthday' to him,
he can't receive my wish here though,
even on Facebook, where he's 'supposed' to be on.
His birthday pops up in my mind,
and wondering why there's none of a single birthday wish shown dedicated to him.
After checking, I only realise that his FB account is not existing anymore.
In our AEM3 page, I wrote there as follow:
'Ermns... he disappeared, without a trace, for various uncertain reasons. Anyhow, 'Happy Birthday'to him' - Lewis Ng (Lewis as my new English name)
As the above statement, there are various uncertain reasons for him to absent himself.
And I'm here blogging for the sake of studying those possible reasons behind of his act.
His FB account is closed down. Why and what's the notion.
The first major reason that appears in my mind is that Ritchie is controlling himself from being addicted to FB.
As long as we have the FB, there'd have some kind of strength pulling us to surf on it and spending (or wasting, more precisely) hours on it.
That's why the best remedy is to completely chop off the source of addiction - FB account!
As I know, Ritchie tends to be this kind of human species
who might have certain self-conditions loaded to himself.
He has his own thought, his thought can be hard to himself sometimes.
In other words, Ritchie has his own clear vision
and he can be determined enough to achieve the vision.
To be able to achieve it more easily, entertainment which can be the so-called 'obstacles' in his mind must be eradicated.
This can be true and real case from my observation and my knowledge on him during our studies in college, the style of his behaviour in pursuing his studies, the way he acted as the team leader in leading his team, the manner he adopted in accomplishing their team assignments and projects.
Strong determination is one of the positive characteristics I can found on him.
Indeed, amongst all my classmates, Ritchie is the one I can give much credit on his efforts putting on his school tasks.
Although he is neither the best performer, nor the 2nd-best performer,
nor nor the 3rd-best performer on academic record(my goodness, am I too over?),
yet I 'respect' his attitude.
He's the most participative in the class right after me (hahax wtf! it's true to a certain degree, sometimes -^o^-)
I can feel his pushfulness, he is pushful
He wanna be (or trying his best to be) the best, the most outstanding one.
I conjecture/ speculate that Ritchie himself has decided to close down his FB account based on the reason that FB can be a worthless entertainment, which in turn consuming his much time on resultless activities including chit-chat with friends, videos and songs, comments, games etc.
He has something more important to pursue, to achieve in his life
He is clear of his vision, determined and willing to sacrifice entertainment moments.
These are all of my own speculations of why his FB account is closed down based on the study of his temperament and character.
-Subject to Change-
He's much different from most of my other classmates, including myself.
I'm another species.
An almost-near-to-perfect species, who pursing a balanced life in the aspects of Ying & Yang ,yeah =P
p/s: Another friend of mine CCH also grumbled to me before that he's willing to sacrifice his entertainment in order to focus on achieving his life goal or life position where he is able to earn much money. Money is a live index of success to him. He is eager for proving himself to his family members, friends and even the whole society that 'HE CAN DO IT!'. From the perspective of pyramid needs, he is on the way of seeking and satisfying the ego need or the top self-actualisation need. Honestly, it can be quite dangerous to him as we're just new to the society, and his inner lust/desire floods so aggressively. Many might take years and years to be able to position themselves in a better place in the society. Other than that, one might not even be able to achieve what he desires forever IF HE DOES NOT KNOW OF HOW TO CONTENT WITH WHAT HE HAS. Egregious desire can lead one to the abyss of sorrow. Just be careful, to all my friends and myself.
He's my college friend.
'Happy Birthday' to him,
he can't receive my wish here though,
even on Facebook, where he's 'supposed' to be on.
His birthday pops up in my mind,
and wondering why there's none of a single birthday wish shown dedicated to him.
After checking, I only realise that his FB account is not existing anymore.
In our AEM3 page, I wrote there as follow:
'Ermns... he disappeared, without a trace, for various uncertain reasons. Anyhow, 'Happy Birthday'to him' - Lewis Ng (Lewis as my new English name)
As the above statement, there are various uncertain reasons for him to absent himself.
And I'm here blogging for the sake of studying those possible reasons behind of his act.
His FB account is closed down. Why and what's the notion.
The first major reason that appears in my mind is that Ritchie is controlling himself from being addicted to FB.
As long as we have the FB, there'd have some kind of strength pulling us to surf on it and spending (or wasting, more precisely) hours on it.
That's why the best remedy is to completely chop off the source of addiction - FB account!
As I know, Ritchie tends to be this kind of human species
who might have certain self-conditions loaded to himself.
He has his own thought, his thought can be hard to himself sometimes.
In other words, Ritchie has his own clear vision
and he can be determined enough to achieve the vision.
To be able to achieve it more easily, entertainment which can be the so-called 'obstacles' in his mind must be eradicated.
This can be true and real case from my observation and my knowledge on him during our studies in college, the style of his behaviour in pursuing his studies, the way he acted as the team leader in leading his team, the manner he adopted in accomplishing their team assignments and projects.
Strong determination is one of the positive characteristics I can found on him.
Indeed, amongst all my classmates, Ritchie is the one I can give much credit on his efforts putting on his school tasks.
Although he is neither the best performer, nor the 2nd-best performer,
nor nor the 3rd-best performer on academic record(my goodness, am I too over?),
yet I 'respect' his attitude.
He's the most participative in the class right after me (hahax wtf! it's true to a certain degree, sometimes -^o^-)
I can feel his pushfulness, he is pushful
He wanna be (or trying his best to be) the best, the most outstanding one.
I conjecture/ speculate that Ritchie himself has decided to close down his FB account based on the reason that FB can be a worthless entertainment, which in turn consuming his much time on resultless activities including chit-chat with friends, videos and songs, comments, games etc.
He has something more important to pursue, to achieve in his life
He is clear of his vision, determined and willing to sacrifice entertainment moments.
These are all of my own speculations of why his FB account is closed down based on the study of his temperament and character.
-Subject to Change-
He's much different from most of my other classmates, including myself.
I'm another species.
An almost-near-to-perfect species, who pursing a balanced life in the aspects of Ying & Yang ,yeah =P
p/s: Another friend of mine CCH also grumbled to me before that he's willing to sacrifice his entertainment in order to focus on achieving his life goal or life position where he is able to earn much money. Money is a live index of success to him. He is eager for proving himself to his family members, friends and even the whole society that 'HE CAN DO IT!'. From the perspective of pyramid needs, he is on the way of seeking and satisfying the ego need or the top self-actualisation need. Honestly, it can be quite dangerous to him as we're just new to the society, and his inner lust/desire floods so aggressively. Many might take years and years to be able to position themselves in a better place in the society. Other than that, one might not even be able to achieve what he desires forever IF HE DOES NOT KNOW OF HOW TO CONTENT WITH WHAT HE HAS. Egregious desire can lead one to the abyss of sorrow. Just be careful, to all my friends and myself.
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Job Begging 2.0
Hi, Joanne
Perhaps the modes of DHL recruitment procedure are relatively complicated and
I understand that a certain amount of time is needed for processing.
However, I was not being notified of my recruitment status within one week as promised,
neither email nor phone call.
I appreciated your previous reply by telling me that reference check was under processing.
Alright, it'd be worth to wait for another couple of days more since I wish to work in DHL.
Until now, I'm still awaiting DHL's confirmation.
To be fortunate or not to be, I'm approached by another job offered by Public Bank
and being asked to respond latest by 4 December 2011.
No offence.
Earnestly hope that tomorrow can be the determination day.
Apologise if it's out of your control.
Yours sincerely,
Ng Yee Han
Perhaps the modes of DHL recruitment procedure are relatively complicated and
I understand that a certain amount of time is needed for processing.
However, I was not being notified of my recruitment status within one week as promised,
neither email nor phone call.
I appreciated your previous reply by telling me that reference check was under processing.
Alright, it'd be worth to wait for another couple of days more since I wish to work in DHL.
Until now, I'm still awaiting DHL's confirmation.
To be fortunate or not to be, I'm approached by another job offered by Public Bank
and being asked to respond latest by 4 December 2011.
No offence.
Earnestly hope that tomorrow can be the determination day.
Apologise if it's out of your control.
Yours sincerely,
Ng Yee Han
Monday, November 28, 2011
Job Begging
Another email to DHL.
As follows:
One week passes.
Expiration of notification time limit.
YAUP!!!!!!!!
As follows:
Hi Joanne,
Yee Han here.
I've been invited for face-to-face interview last Tuesday.
One week passed and yet, there's no any response from DHL.
Does it imply that I'll not be recruited?
For your information, CL Search agent called me last Friday and
informed me that DHL has confirmed the decision.
Moreover, she asked me to provide my referee contact information.
I sincerely wish that there's a good news in reply.
Thank you.
Yours sincerely,
Ng Yee Han
Yee Han here.
I've been invited for face-to-face interview last Tuesday.
One week passed and yet, there's no any response from DHL.
Does it imply that I'll not be recruited?
For your information, CL Search agent called me last Friday and
informed me that DHL has confirmed the decision.
Moreover, she asked me to provide my referee contact information.
I sincerely wish that there's a good news in reply.
Thank you.
Yours sincerely,
Ng Yee Han
p/s:
I value this job dead much.One week passes.
Expiration of notification time limit.
YAUP!!!!!!!!
Last Words
There will be no tomorrow.
Tomorrow is near Yet far away.
Seemingly close at hand, actually far away
Have you ever considered writing a farewell letter
or posthumous writings in advanced
dedicated to people surrounding you?
The affairs of the world is inconstant,
nothing is permanent in life, evanescent.
To a certain extent, it could be hard for us to write last words
since we're not being situated in the last moment
The true feelings and deep emotions might not be able to realise and reveal.
Nevertheless, are we sure that we'd have the great extravagant chances to make a regretless valediction?
Perhaps part of us is unaware of advanced preparation;
perhaps part of us just let nature take its course;
perhaps part of us has nothing to say in reply;
or perhaps the rest of us are born optimistic in nature, thinking of
"there'd still have another 'Tomorrow' on tomorrow"
Well, with deeper thought (to my level),
passing away is not a big deal indeed to the deceased
who're really burning souls in what the effin' hell?
Be aware of those around you
p/s:
Serve as a piece of suggestive writing
If i was asked:"Have you come with yours one?"
Bear with me by answering :"Object not found =]"
Tomorrow is near Yet far away.
Seemingly close at hand, actually far away
Have you ever considered writing a farewell letter
or posthumous writings in advanced
dedicated to people surrounding you?
The affairs of the world is inconstant,
nothing is permanent in life, evanescent.
To a certain extent, it could be hard for us to write last words
since we're not being situated in the last moment
The true feelings and deep emotions might not be able to realise and reveal.
Nevertheless, are we sure that we'd have the great extravagant chances to make a regretless valediction?
Perhaps part of us is unaware of advanced preparation;
perhaps part of us just let nature take its course;
perhaps part of us has nothing to say in reply;
or perhaps the rest of us are born optimistic in nature, thinking of
"there'd still have another 'Tomorrow' on tomorrow"
Well, with deeper thought (to my level),
passing away is not a big deal indeed to the deceased
who're really burning souls in what the effin' hell?
Be aware of those around you
p/s:
Serve as a piece of suggestive writing
If i was asked:"Have you come with yours one?"
Bear with me by answering :"Object not found =]"
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