Job Begging

Another email to DHL.
As follows:

Hi Joanne,
Yee Han here.

I've been invited for face-to-face interview last Tuesday.
One week passed and yet, there's no any response from DHL.

Does it imply that I'll not be recruited?

For your information, CL Search agent called me last Friday and
informed me that DHL has confirmed the decision.
Moreover, she asked me to provide my referee contact information.

I sincerely wish that there's a good news in reply.

Thank you.

Yours sincerely,
Ng Yee Han

p/s:

I value this job dead much.
One week passes.
Expiration of notification time limit.
YAUP!!!!!!!!

Last Words

There will be no tomorrow.
Tomorrow is near Yet far away.
Seemingly close at hand, actually far away

Have you ever considered writing a farewell letter
or posthumous writings in advanced
dedicated to people surrounding you?

The affairs of the world is inconstant,
nothing is permanent in life, evanescent.
To a certain extent, it could be hard for us to write last words
since we're not being situated in the last moment
The true feelings and deep emotions might not be able to realise and reveal.
Nevertheless, are we sure that we'd have the great extravagant chances to make a regretless valediction?

Perhaps part of us is unaware of advanced preparation;
perhaps part of us just let nature take its course;
perhaps part of us has nothing to say in reply;
or perhaps the rest of us are born optimistic in nature, thinking of
"there'd still have another 'Tomorrow' on tomorrow"

Well, with deeper thought (to my level),
passing away is not a big deal indeed to the deceased
who're really burning souls in what the effin' hell?
Be aware of those around you

p/s:
Serve as a piece of suggestive writing
If i was asked:"Have you come with yours one?"
Bear with me by answering :"Object not found =]"

NTRC Organ Donation

I have decided to be an organ donator.
Form has been mailed, yet the donor card has not been received
May it come to me before my passion's extinguished

Organ donation was one of my presentation topics
during my advanced diploma studies.
I already had the notion of becoming an organ donator at that moment,
nevertheless, I lacked determination.

Till now,
the intention reemerges
and I ACT OUT finally
with the following enquiry email sent out...


Email : ntrc@moh.gov.my

Hi there,

I've mailed my Donor Pledger Form to the following address:

National Transplant Resource Centre (NTRC)

Hospital Kuala Lumpur

Jalan Pahang

50586 Kuala Lumpur

However,

it has passed more than one month and till now,

I didn't receive the donor card yet.

May I know within how long commonly the applicant will receive the donor card?

Are you able to trace/check my status if my information provided?

Thank you.

May the God's blessing be upon us,

Ng Yee Han

p/s: if possible,
all my organs (heart, liver, lungs, kidneys)
and my tissues (bone, skin, eye corneas)
will just leave my body one day and parasitise on other bodies,
man, woman, boy, girl, young, old, Malay, Indian, Chinese etc.
last longer than it's fated!
End my life in wonderful full stop

Interview - DHL

Affair: 1st time formal interview

Company: DHL IT Services Asia Pacific Information Services Sdn Bhd
Position title: IT Service Desk
Position nature: Graduate Trainee Program

Destination: Cyberjaya
Transportation: Private car
Consuming time: One hour go (without traffic-jam) ;
One & half hour back (with traffic-jam)

Working environment: Excellent! Peace & Clean
Security level: High. Access pass required for each gateway

Interview period: Two hours
Scope: Face-to-face interview + IT Assessment
Interviewers: Michelle Wong & Edward Yin
Characteristics: Amicable & comfortable
IT Assessment: 2 papers (Chinese & English)
Assessment scope: General IT knowledge, IT technical knowledge, Analytical questions, Mathematics questions, Personal interest-related questions

Recruitment Notification: Within one week

Own interests & Feelings

Pre-interview day : Peace like a calm lake
Interview day : Well, I'll consider it if being offered. If not, all right! Thanks anyway
Day-1 : No call. Ermn.. it's okay. It doesn't matter of how is the results.
Day-2 : Got a call, but from another company at Sepang. Kiss it goodbye.
Well, i'll appreciate it if being offered for DHL position.
Day-3 midnight: Too much thoughts struggling in my mind since 2 days ago.
All's about the interview process,
my performance during the interview,
how should i suppose to response to those questions,
"I should answer like this and like that..." etc.

Oh goodness! I have been starting to worry the results.
I even imagine that
"If DHL called me and offered me the job later,
I'll straightly answer "YES, I accept it!"

My gosh, what's up man?!
Possessed by the Devil...
Whatever I say is of no use now
and i know that it's no use regretting now
(I might not show much of my passion during interviewing)

Should i pray right now?
Yes, I should,certainly. My Great God!
The job comes by itself, not applied by myself
I believe it's a great gift presented by My Thoughtful God!
And please forgive my ineptitude and my unwisdom,
My Apt and Wise God!
I'll appreciate Your Love & Kindness on me,
with full of my regard

Tomorrow,
with my sincere expectation,
the gift will hug me, once again,
i'll feel the warmth and concern sent by My...
NO! it's beyond warmth and concern,
IT"S ALTAR FIRE!
by My Heaven

p/s: Kim (CL Search recruiting agent) & Joanne Mah (DHL Recruiter),
i can't help falling in love with both sounds..
appealing & captivating...
Feeling so comfortable when chatting with them on phone  (-v,v-)

Waiting in lobby, restlessly	An appetence for business pants	Mission completed

Testimonial for TARC

A piece of testimonial for my alma mater -
Tunku Abdul Rahman College (TARC)

Well well well~

"Sooth to say,

there is no lack of colleges and universities which are leading the advantages like

experienced lecturers, favourable learning environment, well equipped facilities and various courses available.

TARC has become our choice, it is exactly because it possess a competitive advantage -

just with an add-on - Affordable tuition fees!

I couldn't think of any better way but comparing TARC to AirAsia,

low fares yet service quality guaranteed."

Ng Yee Han (2011) - Tunku Abdul Rahman College Graduate


p/s:
AirAsia is awarded the World's Best Low-Cost Airline for customer Product and Service Quality in 2011

Bleeding Love

Reluctant to get up from bed in early morning
it's a great effort to me

Ever heard a proverb -
"Bed with the lamb and rise with the lark"

Oh please,
I fail to practise it every time i intent upon
I go the opposite way

All of a moment...
LOOK! There's a pig flying by～
cool right? =.=!

Well, dispense with the bullshit!
it's time to get down to brass tacks.

I get up slightly earlier today
drive to Selayang Shopping Mall,
not for shopping, but for the pure purpose of
Blood Donation!
wtf am i doing?
can anyone tell me since when have i been a benevolent man?

Offbeat, yet
a stimulating deed.
Releasing my long-stored of BLOOD!
My fiery-hot blood ejaculates in urge
jets of blood spurts OUT!
Oh-Yeah~ Wonderful~

Story ends here.

Visual storytelling...

On scaffold. Bloodsucker's ready there.	Full to MAX!  BURST soon~ ;P

p/s:
Link > Pusat Darah Negara on Facebook
updates details of all blood donation activities

Contingency Risk

  "In nature there are unexpected storms
and in life unpredictable vicissitudes"

My cousin might undergo cardiac surgery soon after.
Heart-related problems will never be frivolous
If the injury severity index is hard to be imagined,
I presume the cost of operation can imply better,
RM 80,000 approximately

I appeared taken aback! wtf-X-wth
The amount is just an !Exclamation Mark!

[A brief interlude: Jay Chou's lates album 2011, 惊叹号!

the title song falls short of its album name,  personally

as what he sings, '哇靠!'

and my turn to sing 'Effin' =]

To return from the digression,
there is no operation without a big bill.
What a truth! 
Fortunately, Malaysians have
National Heart Institute
( Malay: Institut Jantung Negara, abbreviated as IJN )
- the premier heart centre which specialises in providing cardiology and cardiothoracic surgery services

How to 'vomit out' 80 thousands?
it'd be much easier to ask the patient to 'vomit blood' 80 times
wouldn't it be? =P
Ultimately, RM 300 settles up!
IJN's policy on operation payment comes down to
pay according to your ability basis,
meaning to say, just have to pay how much you're willing/able to
RM 80,000 is cut down to RM 300
Unusual yet FANTASTIC!

National Heart Institute (Institut Jantung Negara), Malaysia

Off-Topic
Wish of being healthy always is just the final fantasy
"Storms gather without warning in nature,
and back luck befalls men overnight"

Yet, men incline to make a wish,
irrealisable wish,
one by one, one after another,
without ceasing... .. .
-The Power of Belief-

It's Love Emergency

Un'emergenza D'Amore

A melodious Italian song, share with myself
i love the first half of the song,
the rhythm is simple, light and clean
Strong emotion, being interpreted in a tender way

È un'emergenza d'amore il mio bisogno di te Un desiderio così speciale che assomiglia a un dolore per me È un'emergenza d'amore e no, non si chiede perché È un canto libero verso il mare questo viverti dentro di me Sei il vino e il pane un'esigenza naturale Sei il temporale che porta il sole da me, dolcemente Mi spiazzi il cuore ed io ti porterò dentro le mie tasche, ovunque andrai come una moneta, un amuleto che tra le mie mani cullerò

it's a love emergency my need of you a desire so special it feels like pain to me it's a love emergency and no, one doesn't ask why it's a boundless song towards the seas this feeling of having you live inside of me you are the wine and the bread a natural need you are the thunderstorm who softly carries the sun to me u break my heart and me, I will carry u in my pockets, wherever you go like a coin, an amulet that my fingers will play with

p/s: the song played has been edited.
More than the up shifting of the pitch.
During the period of 0.59-1.03 & 1.07-end,
the voices are doubled and overlapped
for the sake of creating resonance effect.
Hope it does play a role  -^^-

Esteem an Honour

An inexplicable superiority feeling
circulates through my sensitive body.
Hot & Sexy!

By theorising with Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs,
I have just achieved the 2nd highest need of "Esteem"

Esteem

“presents the normal human desire to be accepted and valued by other”

So, what's the recipe to my Esteem recognition?
Well, two of my friends have the thought to participate the competition of
"HSBC Young Entrepreneur Awards 2011-2012"

They generously invite me to join their team. Cool right?

I should be the first candidate they consider,
it implies that my exploitation value is relatively high in their esteem
(personally, i don't think they're judgematic and judicious =P wtf!)


Despite of the capability in proposal writing and idea generation aspects,
another crucial element they think over in candidates filtering and selection would be the personality pattern.


Collaboration and communication are the main source of conflicts,
especially working with someone not your favourite.
They do consider me might just due to the reason of they've never cooperated with me before, with the illusion of "I'm easy-going～"

Yeah, I believe this should be the authentic reasonable reason.
They know nothing of me yet.

I'm dictatorial, sometimes

I turn the cold shoulder on, sometime

I insist on doing things in my own way, some time

Sooth to say,

I can be a cooperative person， but i'm poor at cooperation

I can be a good team member, but i'm poor to be in team

I tend to individualism, but not collectivism

I might need others' help sometimes, but I prefer DIY most of the times

The end of the esteem-related story
I decline their kind invitation.

Excuses can be thousand.
The simplest reason is "I'm in no mood for it."

p/s: i thought i'm just a nerd...
a bookworm in their eyes and now,
Being recognised ;-Delightful ~

Summary of UK Summer Life

OF WHAT & HOW I FEEL
A Complete List of My Feelings & EMOtions

Admirable	Europe trip & Liverpool by friends, excluding me T,T
Angry	My notebook effin' darn lag. Ever screamed on it, slammed on it! Arghhhh!!!
Bewildered	Routeway of SHU buildings. Distributed and no enclosure, unlike Malaysia's campus all are being walled off.
Compunctious	Someone knocked my door and I insisted on keeping silent & irresponsive. Wondering if i'd been fucked
Delighted	Gathering & Parties nights. Games, beers & snacks! CHINOS-kebab:P
Depressed	Lowest PIC presentation mark={
Disappointed	No luck to meet up with discounted soon-to-be-expired meat in Sainsbury's. No Bargain!
Dissatisfied	Coursework marking scheme & exam schedule, dead close with each other =\
Disgusting	My room floor carpet was ever kissed by spill-out beers & vomit. eww~
Embarrassing	Crying up to 3 times in the farewell day, face to face. T.T Damn it
Excited	Confronting a Chinese old lady in front of fruit stall. She murmured in Cantonese and watched us attentively, with glistening teardrops. Angela tried to communicate with her 'superior' Cantonese xD
Funny	Story-telling about CCH of Liverpool trip, by Angela .. Hee'Haw!
Girlish	Gossip, gossip & gossip, in my room, with... *shhhh~*
Grateful	Lost. Angela and I were lost in the way back. Though the local people we ask for direction had no idea, but he did phone for us
Hateful	Yelling from the drunkard, especially during my 'period'
Interesting	Musicians' street performance. Violin, harmonica, guitar, cello
Indifferent	Absent myself to all lectures. (Follow me at your own risk)
Irritated	Knocking my room door while I was sleeping
Inspiring	Chance on an open-air concert. Beers in all whites' hands
Jealous	Whenever there's any gatherings or parties amongst the other flatmates. And you're not being invited! (though absented myself sometimes ^o^)
Kooky	Photo capturing site can be ANYwhere. Can you imagine few GUYS were posing in front of the TOILET mirror and shooting? what the wacky act is!
Lazy	Washing dishes, cleaning oil stain on oven rack made from STAINLESS steel wtf!Leave it over night :]
Manful	Taking off my outer plaid shirt for Bee in a cool raining night after clubbing
Nervous	Presentation! My mind went completely blank
Overtired	Day-trip. Up to 4 - 6 hours of driving range to and fro. Snoozing ~ -,-Zz
Obsessed	Scenery of architectural constructions and design. 'Whoa!
Overjoyed	Playing soccer, flying disk, 'Monkey in the Middle' etc. on playground ;-)
Passionate	A hoary-headed pop 'lectured' us with all sorts of maps & articles from his rucksack
Pitiful	Poor boy~ Limited to ready meal & frozen foods during assignments & exams periods
Pleasing	Shopping at Primark, licking ice-cream under freezing weather
Proudful	I'm a Barber! temporary, but professional. Y.Y (CCH, a-Dai, cHoon, Hup). Exclusive barber to picky CCH  =.=  leehom, Xiao Zhu, Louis Koo hairstyles
Quarrelsome	Quarrelsome.. ermnn.. about the way in cooking soup. Angela liked to play 'big fire' whereas I preferred 'small fire'.
Regretful	I should have dropped in flatmates' room more often. Ask for more..evil*
Relieved	After knowing that I can stay with the one, two.. sadly no three, I wish to stay with
Reluctant	Tidy up. Papers all over the desk, clothes everywhere, my room is rough and tumble
Ridiculous	4am out to living room for adult programme (nothing indeed )
Satisfied	My en-suite room number - B , B means more than A to me
Shocked	"Hospitality" secret, it can't be joking, what a serious matter
Stressful	Exam. just 2 days for a subject
Surprising	Birthday surprise giving away. Total 10 birthday boys & girls. Angela (a bottle of ‘stolen’ wild lavender), Bee (a box with half-remained note papers, i stole another half), Hong (a lead crystal tumbler, Whitby ship), CCH (another lead crystal tumbler, Robbin Hood), Michele ( £1.50 cupcake), Klaire (5 chocolates in 5 colours), JingWen (a box of soon-to-be-expired Thorntons chocolate), KokWa (a ceramic Manchester trophy), KenV (a temporary grey colour hairspray), Blue (some kind of cookies cake)
Tense	Rice cooking time adjustment and management. If it's not handled well, well done! You'll be served scorched rice tonight. I cooked pretty good most of the time YEAH~
Touching	Thanks my exclusive maid, Cecelia cooking for me during that 3-months period. Thumbs uP*
Upsetting	Cool war with Angela. Probably our 'Period' hit on the same 'Period'
Vigorous	Stepping up & down the stairs. Staying at 3rd floor (Block I Room 7B). Seldom took the elevator
Warm	A bottle of Antelope's horn drink. Clearing away heat & toxic material. sweet* by Sue
Worried	The management staff spot check of our dormitory (noise caused)
Wonderful	Chinese cuisine is available! Noodle Inn, HongKong Wok etc. Great taste, 'GREAT' Pricing too.. plus home cooking dishes : 2-3 dishes + 1 soup served for 2 persons =)
X-hausted	Lift overweight foodstuffs from retail outlets back to dormitory. WTF! Long distance.. back from ALDI
Yearning	Cold weather. 15° --++  Shuddering... shivering... quivering... with cold  : /
Youthful	My room greenish young-style decoration! Plants, butterflies, sticky notes on walls
Zonked	I zonked out for the very first time. Feeling dizzy~ Strongbow, Carling, White wine plus spirits ~ @,@

Day trip - total 7 places
York, Manchester, Whitby, Blackpool, Cambridge, Oxford, Nottingham

p/s: there're 2 matters i wish to maintain secrecy
Evocative keywords: Hospitality & Magicstick

Both matters are darn real zinger.
Something untoward & abnormal, WTF!
EXALTING! -^o^-

Paralysis of ExamResults

Results out.

DEPRESSED

Pre-stage-because of my worries, worry means to me that i'm weak enough to convince myself that i own the capability to score, to get 2nd upper class
On-stage- the results makes me blue and upset in the concerns of each subjects marks i scored. my ability was being challenged. effin' darn low marks. i was completely taken  aback. wtf! whats wrong man of the exams?
Excluding the TARC marks in calculation, the SHU subjects; average marks ((58+53+61)/3=57.3%). shoot!!! below minimum average marks of 2nd upper (60%)
it can be concluded that i'm not-that-effin'-good.

RELIEVED

only the '2nd upper' class award comforts my feelings, calms my emotions
now, i scored 61% average marks, nevertheless, 61% & 65% & 69% marks means differently to me although they all are categorised under 2nd upper class
61%, the dangerous edge of 2nd upper, i can't feel proud of that, of myself.

UNEXPECTED

Much unexpected affairs of the marks occurred
EBM  & SMM are comprised of 50% coursework and 50% exams
Scored 65% (EBM) & 66%(SMM) for coursework
my innocent thought is that the exam should be okay which leads to the thought that the final marks should be no problem as well
who knows the final marks... wtfffffff!!! effin; darn it shootly! i just felt a shot right through of my mind and gave me a bolt out of the blue
by calculation, i just scored 51% (ebm) and 40%(smm) in my exam papers. ewww~~

while for PIC which score the LOWEST mark (42%) for presentation part IN MY CLASS!! PROBABLY EVEN IN THE WHOLE COURSE
WTF! the GREATEST insults of mine in Lucas study's life!!!
it was such a heavy strike to Lucas, as an ever-the-best-presenter credited by certain tutors.. they are all blind based on my shitty performance  now
the face is lost to the limit. But i can hold it!! the whole situation I HOLD IT  WELL! controlling myself not to show heavy expression in front of my friends
for this subject, initially having the thought of "it must be 50++ something", and God knows the final marks be the highest amongst the 3 subjects
sometimes really "Man proposes, God disposes"

LUCKY, YES or NO?

with the helping marks of TARC, but isn't that TARC marks comprised of my effort in TARC exams?
can this be considered  as lucky or my own competence, more precisely?
how many days stay up the whole night in UK for the sake of coursework and exams?
it's uncountable , but what can I tell is that i'm getting thinner because of that
no pps drama and movies, no proper meals taken on time, no normal sleeping time
Nights are my days, a typical vampire life

never attend any official lecture, im just too sleepy and too lazy to wake up my mind and my physical body early in the morning about 9 or 10am
never take any note on my lecture note
however, i did attend 'most 'tutorial classes, paying attention 'most of the time', no preparing tutorial questions 'most of the time' but participating myself 'most of the time'

Am i lucky? Probably, but not certainly

p/s: An indirect effin' cool Quotation by someone..
"i'm not getting better, i'm always maintaining, it's just that you guys are falling back!"